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I wasn't really sure going in what to expect but I came out a different person for sure almost in passing I said this is the happiest this is the most normal I felt in eight weeks whoa below repeat that last sentence again then I stopped and it's like wow an absolute ability to appreciate exactly that statement just what a big deal that is to say this is the happiest I've felt since I've been diagnosed with herpes this exact moment and that's one of the best weekends I've had a long time I was able to find a renewed sense of purpose in life also available tap into my positivity and I've been trying to seek for 18 years it was just all inspiring this is just that I have that experience it was ever great the weekend was in one word it was a ceiling I kind of went with no expectations because I didn't know what to expect and when I came out of the weekend I walked out with something totally unexpected that was really tuning into myself more and that just branches out into my whole entire life you're ready to be you ...
... be genuine be true to yourself ready to join a family you ready to not want to go home when did it win it in I feel like I can face it now that's not a deep secret hidden anymore and sound like to you like you can still really love yourself yeah of course yeah definitely and it was also great to feed those transformations even after just the first day for me the transformation that everybody and it wasn't just one person or you of them it was every kind of one of them it was all of the participants they had this amazing transformation and just from friday afternoon to saturday afternoon it was unbelievable it really was it feels good really I've been trying to take it all in the last couple days he'd say I get better I get more confident I don't feel the weight on my shoulders anymore first before I just felt so closed in it was part of the most amazing thing I've seen and a long time I really have to thank you it was amazing I did not expect it to be that dynamic of a program to be ...
... that emotion you're a little surprise to some place a little as I understand it and regardless of where you are with herpes and in your life you're gonna leave in a better state and I just didn't see anybody there this weekend didn't leave in a better space constant worry and beating myself up is what I was experiencing before the weekend and after the weekend I just haven't had that since it feels so nice to say like just so nice to be calm about it I wasn't calm before things are really going really well in my life right now and without the weekend there's really would have been layers and layers of shame and guilt that I would constantly still have in the back of my mind not knowing how to bring them to the surface and to really deal I had no idea that that was really going to happen that weekend and it really did for me it's actually feel a ship no hyperbole or anything but the opportunity yourself different to see myself to see other people transform writing from your eyes maybe that was the most amazing thing they got their themselves and to see that moment when they absolutely light up it was just list it was unbelievable it's so much different the way I feel now about it I have a whole different perspective on that now I just feel ...
... like it more confident daddy betta has a lot to do with suing you're worthy you know you deserve it I never really felt that way before I always thought I'd I don't deserve it I did something wrong look she like damn it you know I do there's nothing wrong with making oh after my diagnosis I was just looking on the internet trying to figure out you know other people handle this news devastating and I stumbled across your YouTube videos it was great I serves of my mom and she's got a crime he was like you're going right and I knew that I needed to go it made me feel like I had a chance of loving myself again and feel beautiful when I felt see absolute ugliest and that weekend was even better than the video I got to listen to people story and even though I have herpes and they have herpes their story touched me I think this weekend was the opportunity to take a step back and see how we treat ourselves how we interact with others and how the way we treat ourselves have such an impact on the way we ...
... interact with up kind of like learning to love myself a little bit more it's working I am enjoying every every moment that I am and have been living since when I showed myself the compassion that I needed but didn't know how to show it to myself everything everything changed for me to see them so happy at the end it was joyful it was very uplifting it was very life affirming and it was very spiritual the whole weekend was very very moving and very spiritual I feel honored to have been able to be a part of that I think it certainly warnings I wanted it I wanted to feel okay and I wanted to know how other people dealt with it I knew that if I didn't go that I would try to deal with it myself but I would always wonder how much better that I feel if I would have went to the seminar but I thought of went and then my whole attitude was different I really stilted inside myself when I look to the mirror in the core and I was like I don't care that I have herpes it didn't matter going through the whole event Friday and Saturday and then Sunday morning it was like I had herpes I don't care that's not going to hold me back from being loved well said Thank there's being able to speak from ...
... your heart and pour his trust honesty there's all the good things and I I felt those things they're what make me you don't want to be a better person when we first started really connecting and having us a dick conversation conversation that you don't typically have it was like it was just such a different way of connecting with people that were just so not used to and I just feel like it it opened up like it was just something different that opened up space it was so valuable to me it's worth gold anyway so good to hear and my house either you came I'm glad I came to and you did a really nice job facilitating by the way thank you yeah I mean that was a huge thing that understood this is going to get really huge I mean I think you know that it's really a good seminar and you don't know how many more people are going to help it's just so wide open and so many people need this it's going to be incredible it really is it pops up to me just how much of a weight has lifted off my shoulders just how much better I felt after the seminar was done versus when I walked in the door and how immediately I wanted other people who are hurting as bad as I was to be able to have ...
... that same opportunity it was just a powerful experience really wonderful people yeah to be a better person by the end of this weekend and can learn to be vulnerable and then forgive myself I fulfilled all those integers all of them the span of three days huh yeah you made that was amazing but great honey hey man great job I mean dude who ever listen to this you gotta do it out of your Porsche you'll love it I never understood how to give myself that until that weekend and it was just a huge revelation for me so like I'm beach now yeah it really is what does that feel like free it feels so free so much freedom I I could write a book about how much I love you and how much you've done for me and what I gifts large this world has never met anyone like you thank you so much for you given me and other people and for taking that huge loving power that you have and making it happen you just make happen I I couldnt done that and thank you so much for doing it my pleasure it's exactly ...
... like somebody watching the light switch on everything is just illuminated and it's so clear but I remember thinking to myself when Mike switch went off why was I tortured myself why was I putting myself through that and to see that moment with each of them Wow I'll never forget that ever about eight but it's something more it's more like a movement and it's really about yourself and don't be afraid to have someone push you because sometimes we need that push and you'll really be glad you did because you really find out things about yourself and other people that you would never have found out if you didn't go this it's really valuable even though you might think god I don't need to because I didn't think I needed it either it's like everybody thinks they're coping with something when they're really not there's no other things you're going to get out of the seminar then I think you're going to be pleasantly surprised at the end how you feel about yourself and other people all I would just take the first step once you take the first step the rest is just like a piece of cake it's just take the first initiative and just that first step is look help just go you don't have nothing to lose I mean are you going to do is just gained and gained and gained but I ...
... actually thought it was going to be like okay who takes medicine but it was nothing about that it was just more of finding deep deep deep inside of us anybody that is scared to go wondering who's going to be there they're looking for help they're confused sad lonely take the first step and I can promise you they will not regret it anybody that comes in I feel that they can get something out of it whatever it is it could be different things with the key is this opportunity it's an opportunity to figure out who you are and that's powerful I just totally understood myself for once since that moment I've just been calmed the next time something bad happens I can remember everything I learned to the seminar and all the different exercises we did and it can be a pod of 70 different areas of your life I think it goes without saying that adriel was a fantastic exceptional and in my mind is just ahead of a time seriously I think he's into something that's on the cutting edge right now what he created here unique and awarded of work without you the ...
... perfect man to run this is love compassion and insight and the insight is just incredible the way she was what a person's name it's just uncanny I really think he's a great person for this job it really came down to go you asking me to help you with this workshop is probably one of the most gratifying experiences I've ever had I wish I was a better you know a long time ago and I probably would have been able to not been a so angry up until now I've had no angry at all a matter of fact seriously the first time ever in my life that I've cried tears and that was when I talk about that I get yourself every single time I talk about that I get teared up because it was just like I'll never forget it I'm not to forget it and I'm so thankful for it the journey it's been Thank You a true most people are having the exact same thoughts that you're having right now that I'm broken that I'm no good that it will be with me for the rest of my life and no one will love me those on that original thoughts feel yourself be accepted for who you are yet they hurt and the pain that you are experiencing can be relieved this is truly an opportunity to expand your idea of yourself and expand ...
... to a greater perception of who you are and not just limited to you have herpes not limited to the fear of being judged and not limited to the fear of never finding love again here's a greater world out there is a greater experience to be had it really honestly like not to be like missing existing to say and fossil oil as an opportunity like I all really came out there's four wall and all this is a huge thing wrong with him I needed a lot of him in walmart I got a lot of them all you
